/Bring me out of this mess

There's a lot going on now in my head, its rather confusing.
- its confusion to prevent denial, it's kind of like, a forced confusion,
or I'd be sticking in denial?
I'm not sure, but I'd probably like to reflect about it anyways.
Many matters, many distractions, many thoughts to clear.
But then again,
Today, Today I live for one thing!
and We should cast all our anxieties onto him because he
cares for us :D
I don't know, I just think there's a lot more that I should be
doing, but I just can't find that motivation to do so - I'm wasting
my time. I think I could just be much better if I tried.

Nuff said - time to clear it. :D