1. How old do you wish you were?
Hmmm..good question. 16 or 18!

2.Where were you when 9/11 happened?
I don't know.

3. what do you do when vending machines steal your money?
Swear and whine and swear.

4. do you consider yourself kind?
I guess...to certain people...

5. if you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
Above ass, babeh!

6. if you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
Spanish or french.

7. do you know your neighbours?
Not really. I've only seen them about 3 times.

8. what do you consider a vacation?
Anywhere away from this country!

9. do you follow your horoscope?
Nah.

10. would you move for the person you love?
YES.

11. are you touchy feely?
What a strange way to phrase this question. Um yeah.

12. do you believe that opposites attract?
I guess so.

13. dream job?
Sex therapist HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

14. favourite tv channels?
E Entertainment, Star World, HBO.

15. favourite place to go on weekends?
Anywhere's fine, as long as i'm outta my house!

16. showers or baths?
I prefer baths, but I usually take showers cause I don't have a bathtub }:

17. do you paint your nails?
Yep!

18. do you trust people easily?
No.

19. what are your phobias?
Being alone.

20. do you want kids?
No! Kids are annoying and noisy! Hahahahah.

21. do you keep a handwritten journal?
I did, but I haven't updated that in...3 years hahaha.

22. where would you rather be now?
In town. I think there's an awesome sale at Charles and Keith!!

23. who makes you warm and fuzzy?
Who? Haha people I love.

24. heavy or light sleeper?
Heavy.

25. are you paranoid?
More than I would like.

26. are you impatient?
Hehe. I am quite a tolerant person. But if you make me wait for more than an hour you're dead.

27. who can you relate to?
Characters from american drama shows.

28. how do you feel about interracial couples?
They're ok.

29. have you been burned by love?
Yes.

30. what's your pick-up line?
I don't have any hahaha.

31. what's your main ringtone on your mobile?
A John Mayer song.

32. what were you doing at midnight last night?
I was on the ocm.

33. what does the last text on your mobile say?
"You ass." - Renee hahahaha

34. whose bed did you sleep in last night?
My own.

35. what colour shirt are you wearing?
Whiteee.

36. most recent movie you watched?
HSM 3 with the girls. It's.....okay.


37. name three things you have on at all times.
At all times? Er aiyah anything that's attached to your body!

38. what colour are your bedsheets?
Dark pink/purple.

39. how much cash do you have right now?
$20

40. what's your favourite part of the chicken?
Wing.

41. what's your favourite town/city?
Paris, londonnn.

42. i can't wait till:
My mom goes on her promise and gets me an iTouch phone.

43. what did you have for dinner last night?
Noodles.

44. how tall are you barefoot?
156 cm.

45. do you own a gun?
Nope!

46. what do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Um...OJ?

47. where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
Still living in my parent's house }:

48. last thing you ate?
Dinner last night, which was noodles.

49. what songs do you sing in the shower?
I don't sing.

50. last thing that made you laugh?
The last sms Rens sent me.

51. worst injury you ever had?
Broken wrist.

52. does someone have a crush on you?
HEHE well i don't know......

53. what's your favourite candy?
I like sour stuff.

54. what song do you want played at your funeral?
I'm srsly wasting my brain cells on these qns. I really don't know!

55. do you have a crush on anyone? (if no, skip qns 56.)
Does that gorgeous pretty boy count?

56. are you friends with this person?
NOOOOOO -wails-

57. are you in love?
Sigh. No...


HAPPY OR NOT KEL. HAHAH.
WASTE MY BRAIN CELLS ONLY.

LIFE IS GOOD! :B

I've been soooooo free like a bird, i'm finally able to have time for all the stuff that i want to do!
Like, watch Gossip Girl. I didn't even watch a SECOND of it until my exams were over (srsly! i didn't! My mother banned me from watching...)
So...I've just watched 4 episodes STRAIGHT!
That's about 2 and a half hours of GG. I just finished watching the latest episode, and EEW? NATE MADE OUT WITH JENNY!! EEEW EEW WHY NATE WHYYYYYYYYY.
He's such a pretty boy and she's....okay looking. I hate to admit it, but her hair is HOT.

SPEAKING OF HOTNESS, I saw this reallyyyyy pretty boy at Orchard ytd! Ohmahgad, i swear my heart skipped a beat when I first saw him.
He had the most incredible eyes, and ashy brown hair. I kinda guessed that he was half causasian, half chinese. (the very best kind, if you ask me!!!)

We totally locked eyes! I swear it! I bet my heart stopped for half a nano second.
Heehee (=
What a shame, though. Didn't have the courage to ask for his number.
)= HE WAS SOOOOOOOOO PRETTYYYYYY.

Anw, i'm sure a lot of you are wondering about my results. I did post a few...despressing/discouraging entries about my exams. Well, I did...a little worse than usual. Like i said, i screwed it up. But not as bad as I had anticipated...which is...good?
I dunno. But I decided not to think about my exams any longer. It just makes me a bit obsessive, and that isn't good for my health..

toodles! ^^v

SCHOOL HAS ENDED!
I'm HAPPY AS HELLL! I feel so light-headed with joy. :}
I'll miss all of my weird ass classmates, but i'm sure we'll disturb each other during the holidays AND next year, so i'm not too sad about that.

I'M A FREE WOMAN!!!
hahaha I'll blog about something more intelligent when my thoughts are coherent okay?
So long my sticky marshmellow reader!

HAHAHAHAHAH!
I laughed SUPER loudly when I saw this! Hahahaha.
P.s - For those who are staring at the picture, with drool coming out of your mouth and you're going : "HUUHHHHHHHH why is it funny...", please look at the location of A and Z on your keyboard.

TODAY'S SUNDAY! I love Sundays.
My parents are usually away for the whole day, and I get to spend time by myself, and with a few friends. x)
Hung out with Jan before she had to return home. I was damn bloody bored after that.
Oh, I saw the FRIENDSTER jan talked about and EEEEEEW?
How sad. It's MAJORLY FREAKY. Hehehe.

I WANNA TAKE A NAP! I haven't taken a nap since....beginning of the year I think? Bcos of damnit lack of time. But currently I feel v relaxed and stress-free, so i think my bed is calling me!

xoxo.

This will soon be my blog song.
It's called We are Broken - Paramore.
I really love their songs; their lyrics have so much meaning. :)


I am outside
And I've been waiting for the sun
With my wide eyes
I've seen worlds that don't belong
My mouth is dry with words I cannot verbalize
Tell me why we live like this

Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me

Yeah
'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again
'Cause we just wanna be whole

Lock the doors
Cause I'd like to capture this voice
It came to me tonight
So everyone will have a choice
And under red lights
I'll show myself it wasn't forged
We're at war
We live like this

Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me

'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again
'Cause we just wanna be whole

Tower over me
Tower over me

And I'll take the truth at any cost

'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again
'Cause we just wanna be whole

Sry luh, Kel.
I'll do the quiz another time ok, i damn lazy now haha.


Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.

My exams are over.
Whoopdeedoo.
I probably fucked them up, so there's no need to talk about it.

There's currently so many things on my mind lately.
So much shit, that I don't think i have the capability to sort them out.
I'm wondering how a normal 15 year old would be able to cope with all this.

I took a midnight walk the other day, as I do so often,
and I thought about all the things that made me truly happy, just to avoid thinking about the mess that's in my life.
And one of the things that make me truly happy is love.
I love the feeling of love.

Love from my family and close friends.

The poeple that matter the most to me.
People I would glady trade my life for.
I wondered how they were still able to love a mess like me.
I don't deserve such love. When they are so many others who would kill to have it.

Of course, after thinking about that, I was then unable to prevent myself from thinking about my real problems.
I thought about my current situation, and wondered if i'd ever be able to get out of this shit hole that i'm in.

Why does it hurt to love?
How is it that you could hurt the one you love?
Because to me, when I love someone, i would kill myself for him/her, period.
So that means you never loved me from the beginning, did you?

I feel like some hollow shell.
No more emotions, no more feelings..
Do you know I put up a normal front just for you?
To paste a nonchalent and happy face to benefit you, and I guess myself as well.
I have to put up a strong front; I can't be a weak emotional burden. I've burdened enough people already.
I have to be strong for myself. I can't lose myself; lose control.

I really thought that things would be fine.
I tried to tell myself so much that everything would be alright, and I guess I fooled myself too much.
I have to stop lying to everyone, to you, to myself.

My entire life, people have said that i would become a psychopath if i didn't learn how to feel,
but i want to know what the fuck is so great about feeling?
because i finally let myself,
and i feel like my heart's been completely ripped out.


Sad thing is, I'd still die for you.